I make myself more angry than other people make me, i just blame it on them becuase its so much easier

Follow me into the dark.

When people ask me, i say im not interested, and believe it. then i see your name and feel like someone punched my chest. LOOK AT HOW FUCKING PATHETIC I AM!

I dont see how it makes a difference if you are by yourself on valentines, WHERE HAVE ALL THE INDEPENDANT LADIES GONE? I imagine it to be worse if i had to celebrate it, the thought of someone buying something red with love on it with me in mind makes me a little bit ill

Sorted. Didnt sleep till four, had horrible dreams, embarressingly read the bits of twilight that cheer me up. Made a hypothesis on the reasons for Your actions and believed it. Went riding, had a dispute which i won with my horse. decided You are not worth my loving. and moved on.

If the sky burns then we’ll take turns holding back the blue.                                                                      If the feel falls off and sea saws we’ll stick the sails with glue.                                                               Couldn’t be no better, no matter how high.                                                                                               Let me take you there, drinking the moonlight.          

If i tell you that i love you, look me in the eye.                                                                                         If i write it in a letter, read between the lines.                                                                                          If you draw up this better, girl you make my day.                                                                             Should’ve known better, water will find a way

If the truth hurts, dead computers, dancing in the lane.                                                                             If the dream fades, best plans unlaid, fuck away the pain.                                                                      Couldn’t be no better, no matter how high.                                                                                               Let me take you there, drinking the moonlight.

If i tell you that i love you, look me in the eye.                                                                                         If i write it in a letter, read between the lines.                                                                                          If you draw up this better, girl you make my day.                                                                                      Should’ve known better, water will find a way

If redemption, love acsension, burns within the flame.                                                                               If the circle, colour purple, drawn around my name.                                                                            Couldn’t be no better, no matter how high.                                                                                            Let me take you there, drinking the moonlight.

If i tell you that i love you, look me in the eye.                                                                                         If i write it in a letter, read between the lines.                                                                                          If you draw up this better, girl you make my day.                                                                              Should’ve known better, water will find a way